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Tuesday, May 04, 2010
feel like i'm shrinking into a hole. Labels: random Monday, April 26, 2010 have not blogged in exactly a month. sudden pang of longing for korea as usual. wish i were back there. seriously if i dont go back there in december this year i think i will go crazy. kinda regret hong kong trip. should have planned for korea instead. i can sacrifice everywhere else just for korea. sigh sigh sigh. Tuesday, January 19, 2010 sigh pie. emo elmo-ing. feel bad for abandoning this space. i used to blog so often. sigh. wonder who still comes to this little space of mine.... tumblr causes one to be emo. So much about this crazy game they call love That I'm trying to understand, So could you be my best friend, Before you call yourself my man bommie unnie, i know how you feel...... Labels: random Friday, January 08, 2010 have not been blogging for an extremely long time. school is starting soon, and the holidays just flew past. as everyone knows, i went to korea during the holidays for a record-breaking 13days. I LOVED IT and further confirmed that i am indeed a korean born into a singaporean body. sigh. somehow i feel like i came back from korea as a different person. korea changed me, not just my thinking but even my dressing and way of life. i no longer listen to local radio and hardly watch local television. my computer and iphone are my best friends now, for they connect me to the internet whereby i have access to korean news, korean dramas, korean music. jiyong baby seems to be having a tough time now. neither am i feeling great due to his impending court case. given the chance, i'll surely purchase a ticket to korea and camp outside ho sung building right now. i hope he's doing fine and coping well. we cant let another jay issue happen. sigh... Labels: hanguk, jiyong, random Sunday, November 22, 2009 uber excited to the max max max! i think today is also a good day for me. jiyong dyed his hair black and is totally rocking haruharu hairstyle ver 2.0. i am half convinced tht jiyong loves me. i think i was like the only person who did not really dig his blonde?! and he knows that i'm heading over to korea to see him so he dyed his hair back to black. (ps, pls dont dye it back to blonde just for your concert!) i dont think he will right?! he's probably moved on from the blonde. i fell straight back into love/ need to sleep, but too damn excited!!!! HFULGYUASYDUHEYFDJHBVJKGIKRYUIODLAISYO!!!!!!!!!!!! too much happiness and excitement is still flowing in my bloodstream!!!!! baby, wait for me ok. i'll be there soon! Monday, November 02, 2009 sometimes, you feel as if there is nothing left, nothing interesting or exciting anymore. but when you see him and you literally feel your mood lift, you know that something is still there. and you just wish that you could snuggle up with him everynight and when you do get to do it, it just feels so....nice. :) Wednesday, September 16, 2009 self-declared president of MILK club (sg version). according to lee teuk, MILK club (우유클럽) is the gathering of depressed souls, and also a support group for depressed people. however, MILK also stands for Made In Lovely Kin, meaning the group is formed for a lovely kinship?? sigh..never mind, dont know what i'm talking about anyway. been hit by the emo bug lately. feeling comes and goes, most of the time, i feel my heart sinking deeper and deeper. who will join me in my 우유클럽?? Saturday, August 15, 2009 annyoung! am in a good mood today after watching ygtv! love 2ne1 and big bang..chyuu!! recently got a haircut. i like it! but...not everyone does. T_T you be the judge?  kwi yeo da! no? nan cho ah!! ^^after watching ygtv, i am reminded of my newly bought vitamins! have to eat vitamins and be a health freak like bommie!  dont touch my kun kang shik poom~!!! have to eat 3 everyday! -_-"' *sweats* i feel like my tummy is full of water now..=\watched GREAT concert yesterday and spotted really HOT GDYB moment!! zhi and i went crazy~
and look at my sookie stackhouse series!! almost complete! the top row are books i have finish reading (last book on the right is in the process of being read), bottom row are entirely new! *ban jak ban jak*
happiness man! all of my favourite things!! ^^v okie my mask is done, i wanna go read now and redo my nails! kekeke... Labels: 2ne1, big bang, books, fangirl, obssessions, random Sunday, August 02, 2009 finally my suffering is over. right now, i jus wanna put the horrible ordeal behind me. comforted myself on friday by watching BIG SHOW! arrived on monday but i was jus TOO BUSY to watch it. too many emotions while watching it. cant wait to watch it with the girls on the 10th!! i think it will be an interesting day. next week will jus be relaxing and enjoying myself. i'm gonna spend my days in bed with my ebooks and jus read all day long. hopefully next sem's timetable will be forgiving and timing is all good. and hopefully there will be friends with me! i'm missing my NIE girls (and maybe guys). so much gossiping to do!! =D life motto for now: only look forward and not back. too fast to live, too young to die. =P Labels: big bang, fangirl, obssessions, random, work Sunday, July 26, 2009 how many times have i wished for a different life? almost everyday, i wished that i led a different life, tht my life turned out differently. when will i be able to....? will this longing end? will i ever end up somewhere which satisfy me? yet, how will i know that that is the end to my search? how will i know that there is nothing better than that? life is jus full of unanswered questions. Labels: random Monday, June 08, 2009 i know this is like the n-th time tht i'm saying this, but i'm really really dying for KOREAN CLASSES!!! GAHHHHHHH! honestly, this is upsetting me...=( after my driving i'm going to sign up for korean classes! speaking of driving, i finally had my 2nd lesson today. totally nerve-wrecking cos i had to drive on the main roads and do totally tough stuff like u-turn and lane change! omg my right leg was cramping up and my knuckles hurt after class cos i was griping the wheel so tightly! after class, i went to imm to shop for vampire books! surprisingly, popular had the 1st book to the sookie stackhouse series. grabbed it immediately and now i cant stop reading. bought another vampire series but have not started yet. waiting for true blood season 2!! oh yea. i'm kinda pissed tht i didnt get the collector's set for twilight. didnt expect popular to stock it! it comes in tht nice little box to house all the twilight books!! now my books are all slightly mangly, bought book covers to make them look a little prettier but new moon seems a little bigger?! cant fit into the book cover i bought! zzz. ok gonna head back to my books! *happy* [edit @ 2.46am] omg i finished my sookie stackhouse book!! in 7hrs! damn it! contemplating if i should order the rest from kino...feel so deprived after finishing one book. =( anyway i was jus recapping my driving lesson jus now, and i cant wait to get my license la! driving is like damn fun!! its like playing real-life daytona. hah! but one thing i cant stand about my instructor is when he says "一点点" he doesnt really mean it! i took it literally and he say i didnt turn at all. -_-"' another random thought. i was asking kang if he wants his daughter to be like 小西瓜 from 百万小学堂 or more like wonderbaby. and he actually said wonderbaby. -_-!! Labels: ah fat, books, driving, hanguk, random, twilight Wednesday, May 27, 2009 had the weirdest parky dream. dreamt tht i was at ____ stadium watching barca vs man u match live. parky was on bench. during half time, the stadium was super empty, could see parky clearly frm where i sat. and weirdly, i made some parky banner and was holding it up. jia and zhi(i think) were on the other side of the stadium. i saw them approaching parky with their own banners and asked parky for autograph. immediately charged over to their side and asked them to help me also. they helped me pass my banner to parky, and parky was signing autographs with some weird sky blue coloured marker. apparently my banner was in korean and i made many stupid mistakes. parky came up to me with my banner and started correcting my banner for me. -_-"' in the end, he signed it with tht sky blue marker of his. score till half-time was 0-0, but man u had some goal difference advantage thingy? so the score was 5-4. weird. berbatov made a huge ass mistake and failed to score an open goal. his header went over the bar. the entire stadium was boo-ing him like crazy and protesting against him, asking fergie to sub parky on and take berbatov off. HAHA! have no idea why but i left the stadium during half time!! am i crazy or what!! didnt get to see the final score. WEIRD ASS DREAM. oh yea, please comment at cbox on the left. comments at the end of post not working. =( Labels: dreams, me, random, soccer Wednesday, May 06, 2009 been playing restaurant city like mad lately. jus spending time staring at my screen and watching customers come in and out of my restaurant. HAHA finally called a driving instructor up just now. sounds like a nice guy (thanks to cheng's intro!). will head down to bbdc to apply for pdl next week! woo~ the instructor said the earliest test date is july. OMG so fast can apply for test date!?!? *nervous* hope to get braces by this year. want to have nice nice teeth! am amazed by parky lately. he scored again yesterday!! still cant get over ronaldo's yummilicious body!! =D~ starting to get used to messi's new haircut! super cute!!  *^&^*%^$#$%#$%%&**^*&%!!!!!! *spasms* sick of the silly 2-week course thingy tht we have to attend. learning about journalism all over again and exactly what is the link in journalism and what we are gonna be doing in the future? if only they could exempt me from it; i'm jus re-learning whatever i have learnt previously. =( super sleepy now, wanna go back to bed!!! Labels: driving, me, random, soccer, work Thursday, April 30, 2009 i cannot stop looking at this picture:
for now, jus diet diet diet diet. please please give me the determination to stick to it! Tuesday, April 28, 2009 i had the most awesome hyun joong dream ever! it started out with me and friend (omg i forgot who is the friend!) in this huge auditorium place. and then suddenly hyun joong was sitting beside me and f3 were in the row in front of us. then hyun joong and i were talking about everything under the sun, and he gave me a sweater to wear cos it was really cold. then there was a tv in front of us, and it was playing random stuff. suddenly, it started playing all of hyun joong's commercials back to back! i was so amazed and looked at him and he was amazed too! haha. then i sorta commented tht if they played another of his commercial, it'd be so funny (i was specifically naming out his commercial, but i think its jus part of the dream, not a real commercial tht he did). and then, lo and behold! they showed BOF and episode 21! right where i stopped watching. at this point, i was sms-ing zhi and telling her "eh i'm having my own personal 'farewell jihoo' party!". haha! so throughout this entire thing, hyun joong and i were chatting like old friends, and i was jus observing him throughout the BOF episode. he jus looks so serene and calm, and really tired. i think halfway through, they needed to leave, so the show was stopped. before leaving, their managers held out plastic bags with their personal info in it. at this point of time i was a tiny bit worried tht hyun joong was just faking everything. thankfully, he went to get one of his personal particulars (written on a postcard) and sprinted back up the steps of the auditorium to give me! i think he gave me only. HAHA! so i told him to take care and hope he'll keep in touch. ;P so they left, and i hung around in the auditorium for awhile more. realised i was still wearing the sweater tht hyun joong gave me! oh well, he already left, what to do? hehehe. such an amazing dream, but i just couldnt put it into words properly. you know when you wake up from a dream, most of the small details get forgotten? totally what's happening to me. the dream was definitely much sweeter and much much more amazing! Labels: boys before flowers, dreams, fangirl, random Thursday, April 23, 2009 all the hype abt new moon is making me really excited! (though new moon is one of my least favourite books of the saga due to absence of edward!) oh well, will re-read it again since i already know when edward will be back, no more reading just for the sake of getting edward back! ah ah ah ah!! ok so in the film edward does appear! accordin to robert pattinsson, “(In the film) it’s an illusion when he appears. I think if you do it with voiceover as they do in the book, it would end up being quite cheesy" so edward does appear! as an illusion! omg my days are filled with digging up new moon news. =( i cant wait. and a director has been chosen for eclipse! how exciting! now there's only breaking dawn left! Labels: fangirl, random, twilight Monday, April 20, 2009 feelings are detemined by people who matter, not by any other people. was feeling really angry and hurt by this particular sp***r, called kang and lorraine to seek opinions. am glad tht i did the best i can, i dont feel tht i am in any wrong at all. anyway, smth happened today, or rather it was piling up to this particular conclusion. feel tht it is a blessing in disguise; through these we learn how much we have grown up. i'm holding you true to your words, SMSes will be kept as evidence ok! no more 10 years! yes!!! Friday, April 17, 2009 "I'm not a huge Rob Pattinson fan. Girls aren't really in love with Rob; they're in love with [his film character] Edward." - Miley Cyrus tells the new issue of Teen Vogue WORD!!!! couldnt say it any better. kinda mixed feelings abt new moon. on one hand i'm totally looking forward to the movie, but its gonna have little of edward! its all abt jacob and bella. bleaugh! who cares!!! just give me edward anyday. (and i wanna watch twilight AGAIN for the 3rd time!!!!!) Labels: fangirl, random, twilight Thursday, April 16, 2009 jus random thoughts. read back on a couple of my post when i was still teaching. man, i miss teaching and i definitely miss my kids. cant wait for TA to at least be here so i can teach! i cant wait to get out of N*E!!! its sucking the life outta me. heard tht humanities teachers get extra money jus cos they teach humanities. how unfair. now my next plan in my teaching profession is to get a degree in english and literature so i can go teach english lit in a secondary school. preferably crescent, then i'll never leave crescent. HAHA! to think tht we were so silly last time, hoping for crescent JC, crescent university and crescent pte ltd. omfg! i really wanna take a degree in english and literature from UNISIM! its really...WOW! all tht english and literature stuff! i really wanna experience studying overseas for once. the feeling of living overseas and studying in another country. thts the experience tht i want, and an experience tht i will never get to experience. i chose this path, to remain in singapore, so tht dream of mine will nv come true. =( Tuesday, April 14, 2009 had to watch twilight twice to like it. the first time watching it was horrid. too choppy for me, didnt develop bella and edward's love properly. grrr. i'm still highly addicted to it. been reading the entire series nonstop. and i asked kang, what is going to happen when i finish all the books?! will entertain myself with true blood, another vampire show. new moon will be out sometime in nov? or maybe later in singapore. not really looking forward to new moon though. so little of edward!! T_T really love the song they played during bella's prom and when she was dancing with edward. really calming and hypnotic.... Have I found you? Flightless bird, jealous, weeping Or lost you? American mouth Big pill looming Labels: books, fangirl, me, random, twilight |
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