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Tuesday, February 02, 2010
upset. you dont seem to get it. seems like i am the only one sacrificing myself. when i need help, none given. everything that is yours, you kan de hen zhong. whatever tht is mine, of course you dont really care. only bother abt stuff benefitting to you. what makes you so sure i have no plans on how to spend my cny money? just take it for granted tht it can be readily available to you. yet now when all i'm asking is just a small amount to tide me over for a week, straight no to my face complete with excuses. for your info i only have 2 sets of cny clothes, total cost not more than $100, including a pair of shoes. and i spend money on things that i like, why must you say tht i'm wasting money? at least what i spend on makes me happy, what i spend on are things i enjoy. i just dont get it. you dont seem to understand me at all. i dont see why you dont seem to not care. do you know my wrist hurts? i cant turn it properly, i cant carry heavy stuff. DO YOU EVEN KNOW?! apparently you dont. and you dont know what is your limit when it comes to playing. dont see me twisting your joints till the pain is so unbearable. i swear if you had twisted a little more you would have broken my wrist. it was THAT painful. apparently you're oblivious to lots of things, and i dont see why i have to keep pointing out to you. all i can say is that, i am upset. by how selfish you are, and how you only seem to care about yourself. Labels: rants Tuesday, January 19, 2010 sigh pie. emo elmo-ing. feel bad for abandoning this space. i used to blog so often. sigh. wonder who still comes to this little space of mine.... tumblr causes one to be emo. So much about this crazy game they call love That I'm trying to understand, So could you be my best friend, Before you call yourself my man bommie unnie, i know how you feel...... Labels: random Friday, January 08, 2010 have not been blogging for an extremely long time. school is starting soon, and the holidays just flew past. as everyone knows, i went to korea during the holidays for a record-breaking 13days. I LOVED IT and further confirmed that i am indeed a korean born into a singaporean body. sigh. somehow i feel like i came back from korea as a different person. korea changed me, not just my thinking but even my dressing and way of life. i no longer listen to local radio and hardly watch local television. my computer and iphone are my best friends now, for they connect me to the internet whereby i have access to korean news, korean dramas, korean music. jiyong baby seems to be having a tough time now. neither am i feeling great due to his impending court case. given the chance, i'll surely purchase a ticket to korea and camp outside ho sung building right now. i hope he's doing fine and coping well. we cant let another jay issue happen. sigh... Labels: hanguk, jiyong, random Sunday, November 22, 2009 uber excited to the max max max! i think today is also a good day for me. jiyong dyed his hair black and is totally rocking haruharu hairstyle ver 2.0. i am half convinced tht jiyong loves me. i think i was like the only person who did not really dig his blonde?! and he knows that i'm heading over to korea to see him so he dyed his hair back to black. (ps, pls dont dye it back to blonde just for your concert!) i dont think he will right?! he's probably moved on from the blonde. i fell straight back into love/ need to sleep, but too damn excited!!!! HFULGYUASYDUHEYFDJHBVJKGIKRYUIODLAISYO!!!!!!!!!!!! too much happiness and excitement is still flowing in my bloodstream!!!!! baby, wait for me ok. i'll be there soon! Monday, November 02, 2009 sometimes, you feel as if there is nothing left, nothing interesting or exciting anymore. but when you see him and you literally feel your mood lift, you know that something is still there. and you just wish that you could snuggle up with him everynight and when you do get to do it, it just feels so....nice. :) |
 korean born into a singaporean body. loves pink, stars and all things korean. --- ♥ driving license ♥ LV Neverfull MM ♥ Longchamp Long Handle Le Pilage ♥ taiwan trip Designer : ThePoisonkiss. Basecode : Chili. x o x o |
