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Tuesday, May 04, 2010
feel like i'm shrinking into a hole. Labels: random Tuesday, April 27, 2010 commitment. something all girls want. i mean, what's the point of being in a LTR when commitment is not involved? (almost) 6 years is a long time for a relationship. we're almost 24 and have been tgt since we were 18, for goodness sake! mention of commitment only came up once and that was when you were in trouble. after that, nothing. what happened to whatever was mentioned? is it only when something bad happens then you will start thinking about the future? and the reason why i opposed to getting the macbook --> not because i feel that it is a waste of money or what. it just shows the willingness to stick to what was said. what happened to starting to save money? at the rate that everything is going, do you really expect me to wait till i'm 30? sorry, but that is totally not ideal for me. i dont see the slightest willingness to start. i dont even see the first step being taken. look around us. what is happening around us? isnt it funny? the people who have dated the longest dont even have a single goal in place. if you feel that it wont happen, just tell me. then i will know what is going to happen in the future. just dont keep me hanging on to promises that are not going to be fulfilled. this will probably be the last time i am going to mention anything about this. remember, commitment. Monday, April 26, 2010 have not blogged in exactly a month. sudden pang of longing for korea as usual. wish i were back there. seriously if i dont go back there in december this year i think i will go crazy. kinda regret hong kong trip. should have planned for korea instead. i can sacrifice everywhere else just for korea. sigh sigh sigh. Friday, March 26, 2010 1, 2, 3, 4, again 1, 2, 3, 4 Stars, I'm going crazy No matter how many times I look at you, I can't see you, oh baby Because of the tears in my eyes, all because of you My crying face that is reflecting above the spread letters, oh baby I promised myself I wouldn't cry again, but I'm crying again What do I do, I don't know what to do, what to do This is me, I don't know why I'm going crazy like this All because of you, really because of you I can't do anything, I Love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say I really can't express myself I'm frustrated now, what should I do now No matter how many times I count, I can't see the end, oh baby Because of all the memories that are in my heart, I think of you again I couldn't say everything I wanted to so I say them to myself, oh baby I want you back, I want to go back to your side I'm pleading to you, please, I'm pleading to you To the sky, my prayer goes to the sky Cheer me up, cheer me up Please, where are you now Stars, stars, stars, stars, talk to me Is it over? Is that it? Answer me, don't just laugh Stars, stars, stars, stars, I'm pleading to you Just for once, my love Let me fly to your side Star, star, star, ooh baby, star, star, star, oh I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say I really can't express myself I'm frustrated now, what should I do now Tuesday, February 02, 2010 upset. you dont seem to get it. seems like i am the only one sacrificing myself. when i need help, none given. everything that is yours, you kan de hen zhong. whatever tht is mine, of course you dont really care. only bother abt stuff benefitting to you. what makes you so sure i have no plans on how to spend my cny money? just take it for granted tht it can be readily available to you. yet now when all i'm asking is just a small amount to tide me over for a week, straight no to my face complete with excuses. for your info i only have 2 sets of cny clothes, total cost not more than $100, including a pair of shoes. and i spend money on things that i like, why must you say tht i'm wasting money? at least what i spend on makes me happy, what i spend on are things i enjoy. i just dont get it. you dont seem to understand me at all. i dont see why you dont seem to not care. do you know my wrist hurts? i cant turn it properly, i cant carry heavy stuff. DO YOU EVEN KNOW?! apparently you dont. and you dont know what is your limit when it comes to playing. dont see me twisting your joints till the pain is so unbearable. i swear if you had twisted a little more you would have broken my wrist. it was THAT painful. apparently you're oblivious to lots of things, and i dont see why i have to keep pointing out to you. all i can say is that, i am upset. by how selfish you are, and how you only seem to care about yourself. Labels: rants |
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